My daddy from above always keeps His promises.
This time, He is no different; He watches over me, and keeps me safe from harm.
He will fix you and give you rest.
there is nothing you shall fear.
Abba Father, thank you for your countless blessings.
Please continue to shower concern and guide us into leading a more holy and righteous life.
Super talented, extremely dedicated, but most of all, misunderstood.
Michael Jackson, happy birthday.
Angelic, yet seen as demonic.
Faithful, yet seen as a sinner.
Wonderful, yet seen as a freak.
How misunderstood can one get?
Although i may not be your biggest fan, but i do get upset with the people who hurl insults at you, and make nasty comments (which are more often
untrue). By possessing a heart of gold, and spreading God's love, you were seen as a paedophile. I don't see how loving children makes you one, i only see the many ignorant people who're ready to put others down. (P/S: For you people who DON'T even know the definition of paedophile and start calling the whole world that, it actually means for a person to be sexually attracted to children. And MJ WAS NOT. He simply adored them because he sees Jesus in them, and for many other reasons EXCEPT to be sexually attracted to them. STOP DEFAMING HIM!!!)
I know that it does not really matter to you, because you always believed in Jesus, and that God will redeem your battered soul. (Much as it hurt, while you were alive.) But i really thank you for being such an inspiration to me. That you continued living your life with such innocence and love for people, even though you were so torn.
Thank you for sharing whatever talents you had, those that you thanked God for. Thank you for giving up your childhood, just so you could entertain the world. Thank you for sparing a thought for the many children and the less fortunate, for those who suffer discrimination and people who are starving. Thank you for being you.
You're probably happier now; with God.
But i still hope they find out the truth behind your death. Although it probably does not matter to you now. I guess if your loved ones know the truth, it'd provide a certain closure.
And i do hope your children are well, and is under
good hands. Then again, i'm sure God will know what to do. After all, He has His plans.
Once again.
Happy Birthday, King of POP, Michael Jackson.
You will forever be a legend. <3
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Serangoon District Youth Day (SDYD) was totally rad.
I guess all the months of preparation was worth it. In fact, i feel kinda empty now. Haha, it's like a part of my life's taken away from me! Now, i can't tell anyone, "I'm not free tonight! I've got rehearsal." Sad face. /: Haha, i guess i'll miss that - as in, rehearsing and spending time with the cast.
I'm really thankful for this opportunity God has granted me, to make use of whatever talents He has so graciously given me to come up with something with a great cause - all in His name. I'm more than honoured and privileged to be able to be His instrument and spread His amazing grace. [Quote Greg] We're the exclamation marks, God is the message! [Unquote] Also, besides the amazing cast i've worked with, i'd like to thank Gregory and Nicholas so much for guiding us and being there for me personally when i had troubles juggling between my personal life and my commitment to this project. All's good and well, thanks to them. (: Thanks for being such awesome mentors and friends, i hope you've enjoyed working with me too! (:
So yes, i feel extremely enriched and encouraged - especially because of the amazing responses the confirmands gave. I'm also really grateful for their attention, and participation in making the whole drama come to life. It was really such a great experience to go through and i'm happy that God chose me to go through it. (:
Thank you, God.
Thank you for always giving me a chance to shine in my own little way.
Thank you for encouraging me and giving me unending hope.
I'd like to prepare my fields and faithfully wait for you to let it rain.
Thank you so much, for everything you do, Lord.
I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you right to the end. <3
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
It sounds totally rational, but we’re pretty irrational creatures sometimes. It’s easier said than done. When we’re into someone, in a state of bliss and what not, we tend to believe in the relationship. We put our faith in it; we put our love into it; we put ourselves into it. After so long, we give all of ourselves because we feel at the time that there isn’t anyone else you would do it for. If it screws over we may blame ourselves, but if you think about it we were just being true to what we felt…logical or not. Sometimes we can’t retrieve all those pieces back when or if the time comes. We end up feeling a little lost. The only thing we can do is to gather what we can of ourselves, and build it up again. (c)
caught it off somewhere:) to inspire my love (:
Monday, August 17, 2009
I NEED TO START WORKING!!!
Motivate, activate, don't ever procrastinate!!!
Oh 我的天, there's so much to do but so very little time. Please, angelina, get started!!! Stop bumming around as if it's the holidays! Argh!
Come on, angie, you can do this.
May God bless angelina with ample discipline to start her work and COMPLETE it before she becomes a roasted duck with panda eyes.
I need to quit ranting and start doing work.
P/S: All the best to all O lvlers and A lvlers for your prelims! Jiayou! <3
K, bye.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Hehehe, the things we do. (:
Where else can you find such silly and amazing parents?! :D
Chin-chin family. HAHAHA.
It was reallyyyyyy fun! :D
That's how the family of patriots ended their celebration for National Day.
I love mummy dearest and daddy dearest!
I think we're the coolest.
Well, it's simple things (Like spending time together and having fun) that really makes me happy. What more can i ask for? (:
Thank you, Lord for granting me with
this much.
Singapore wouldn't have grown in peace and reached it's 44th without you!
And neither would my family be able to have a yummy dinner at Sakae Sushi, followed by having ice-cream in Macs and taking the pledge with fellow Singaporeans and finally cabbing home to have fun with Photobooth!
I'm really really thankful.
My Edward, thanks yet again for the meaningful and awfully sweet email. (:
P/S: Don't worry, all you vampire lovers, My Edward ain't a vampire. -.-
Extremely enlightened by God's words throughout this weekend. :D
God is speaking to me! I'm spiritually encouraged and will strive to remain in God's holiness through this tough time of assessments!
My heart is filled with unending joy, and praise for He is forever good! <3
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
But if I go to the East, He is not there;
or to the West, I cannot perceive Him;
Where the North enfolds Him, I behold Him not;
by the South He is veiled, and I see Him not.
Yet He knows my way;
if He proved me, I should come forth as gold.
Job 23:8-10
Thanks name2.
I really want to put my heart and soul into believing that i'm walking along the path of His plans. And that everything i'm feeling now is only a test. I will survive.
P/S: Mummy, i really love you a lot.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Pain makes me ugly.
It really breaks my heart.
Yet i can't run away from it; i'm tied (tightly) to it.
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I really wish i could do something about it, but i can't.
I'm sorry for being so weak, for hurting at the simplest of things.
Hurt me, and i'll forgive you.
Hurt me again, and i'll forgive you again.
I know this is what i'm supposed to do - but it gets harder each time.
Please stop testing me. I don't wish to become someone i hate.
Although i already dislike the person i am now...I need you, Lord.
Please please please forgive me for bearing
such thoughts.
I want to be so faithful and believe that all will be well, that this is happening only because you want to test me. Please, God, come and save me.
P/S: I know i'm not supposed to be typing such things here. I'm not supposed to blog when i'm unhappy, or emotionally unstable, whichever. It's not like i want the world to see how vulnerable i am as well, but i'm only human. There's a limit to what i can take.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
What am i supposed to learn out of this, Lord?
Please teach me; don't make me go through this over and over again.
It really hurts.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
My mind's in a whirl.
My only wish is to end it with a twirl.
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When will it ever be timeless?
I'm stretched too far, too wide.
I want to find some place to hide.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Losing my sanity wasn't part of the plan.
Headaches and heart throbs are simply complements.
What really matters -
I don't know too!
HAHAHA, incoherent post in the wee hours of the night/ morning.
H for Hurray! :D
*Crazy*
The chicken soup baby and i cooked. {:
Favourite (:
THE BEST LAKSA EVERRRRRR!
My mama's awesome cooking skills.
Hee, it was really yummy. (:
Hehehe, the things we do. (:
Where else can you find such silly and amazing parents?! :D
Chin-chin family. HAHAHA.
It was reallyyyyyy fun! :D
That's how the family of patriots ended their celebration for National Day.
Pain makes me ugly.
